“Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays, but I mean, we all just gotta move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worthwhile; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, still sit there thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.”—
Lool i must admit, i lied about lots of things to lots of people :$ ahhaa
umm a harmless lie is when people ask me if i have 10 or 25 cents at lunch, i usually say no when i do hehe, but when im in a good mood im nice and give it to them, or when they ask me for bus tickets! but technically thats not a lie … I mean i will end up using those tickets, im going to need them so no their not extra lol.
Lol so umm a mean lie …
I was dating this guy (when i wasn’t aloud to date then) my mom got suspicious and asked me to my dace if i was dating and i answered no. I felt really guilty later though.
9. Something that makes you sad when you think about it.
Whenever im in an argument/fight with a close friend. I hate fighting with friends, let alone a close friend. My tummy starts spinning in circles and i get nervous, its the worst feeling. So whenever im in a fight/argument with a friend, and i remember it i get really sad :(
sorry btw guys that this is one day late! i thought i had sent it :$
Okaiii so i guess my last night out was Saturday night. It was my best friendsss birthday, Sophie&Steph, last week and saturday they had a few friends over to celebrate it, i guess you could kinda call it a mini jam? anyways i got there at 8, their mom made us hot dogs and hamburgers, their mom is so sweet <3 So we really basicly just chilled in the backyard for a while, talked, took lootss of picures & we atee. Sophie got a bit … shmangled. Lol, even though she denies it. We were all suppose to watch Paranormal activity but we changed it to The grudge 3. I am terrified of scary movies so i couldnt handle it. We split up and half of us ,including me, went to the park thats next to her housee. We spent some time there, i took someones phone and was texting a friend then we went back. It was freezing! when i got back i chilled in the backyard (refused to go watch the movie) for about 20 minutes and then my dad arrived to pick me upp. ahha yeaah thats pretty much my saturday nightt. Things i learned that night, Kim plays the piano VERY good. & dont wear sweatpants to a party..l you’ll get pantsed lool.
7. Things you like/don’t like about the way you like.
Alright well i dislike my skin. Im not perfect, i have bad acne and when im near/on my period i get some pretty bad pimples. It makes me not want to get out of under the covers in the morning. I dislike my haair. idk what it is! its not straight nor curly, not even wavy! its a mess! I dont like my eyes, its poo brown & i need to wear glasses. My teeth are crooked, people say im crazy but they are. i dislike my big nose.
I love the colour of my hair, im a brunette :) I like the length of my hair. I like my smile.
Heehe well when im alone at home i dont really do any weird things. I do blast my music so high i think my whole floor can hear it (I live in a Building) & I sing out loud to myself. Sometimes when i walk to school in the morning theres no one around me and people cant see me so i just sing out loud and dance a bit :$
LMAO! What an ironic question … since this was like one of the worst week ever! I was sick, got into a stupid pointless conflict/argument & it was like the weather was working with my feelings. :S But i guess in this crazy week the best thing was going to Cold Stone =D Ahhh such a good ice cream placeee! I got the Birthday cake remix, Cake mix icecream, colourfull sprinkles, brownie and chocolate sauce. yuummm. Just thinking about it makes me wanna go there now!
So i kinda have a crush on him, hes really sweet and very good looking. Every time we talk I always end up laughing and i get nervous. He send mixed signals though so i dont know how he feels about me :$
K soooo, i just really need to get something off my chest, something that i would like to say to someone, but they really dont want to hear from me.
I don’t understand how you could just throw away years of friendship so easily. I made a mistake, everyone does, im not perfect, but your not either. We’ve had our ups and downs, and we always overcome it, so why cant you just forgive? I know you care, and i know you miss me/us, & i also know that your a stubborn little hard headed kid who hates admitting that your wrong, who doesn’t apologize, & who can be really rude when you want to. But if i can disregard all of this and still e your friend, why cant you do the same? So i screwed up. & i did/said things in the heat of the moment. But you really should be willing to forgive me/us. The whole situation is complicated, and we both see it differently, at least i try and look at it from your point of view, and i understand what your saying, could you try and do the same to me? I really don’t want our friendship to be over, and i don’t want to give up on restoring it, but your making it so difficult. ignoring my texts, deleting me off of facebook, you don’t even look at me when we cross paths. You said to pretend as if you never existed, as if i never knew you. i can absaloutly not do that. you made an impacts in my life, yea that may sound really cheesy but you did. We had too many good times together, so many memories. Your a main, and its not the same without you. your in our familia wether you like it or not, you’ll always be. I still have faith that this will all blow over, & that soon we’ll all be back to normal, the way it should be. But you have to be willing to forgive & forget. & you have to realize that our friendship is to strong to throw away like this, i know that you know it. You may think i care too much, if you ever end up reading this you’ll probably disregard it. But i really hope you dont. I <3 u. Your a very important person to me. & no matter what, I’ll always be here for you whenever u need a friend. <3333333
“i don’t think having a boyfriend or girlfriend completes you, or is the only thing that can make you happy. sure, they’ll make you smile till your jaw aches, laugh until you cry, but i’ve always believed that you have to be happy on your own before you can be happy with someone else.”—